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[about me enjoying the pleasure of my own company]
being alone was one of my biggest fears, but not anymore. in my life i was wondered how can someone live alone since i never dared to simply taste how it feels like. i thought that along with time, the more profound my fear becomes, butใผguess whatใผi thought wrong!
night by night i was dreaming the same pattern of myself getting lost in various places, alone, and never found a way out. those dreamsใผas a representative of my fear being aloneใผovertook me all the time until i decided to face it and stepped into one of the black boxes of my fears.
"i was there, alone, and survived. i did it. i became the happiest person alive."
as a human being myself, i do love what i have and love everyone around me. the thought of being abandoned or being left behind haunts me when it comes to things i love the most. even this year's most precious presence has gone and i can't do anything to make it stay, here, beside. now i wouldn't dream of force anyone to do anything or anything to stay either. i don't care who or what will i lose anymore as long as i don't lose myself again, that's more than enough.
'cause i love my own company.
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so, what solo should i do next?
- solo hiking โ๏ธ
- solo trip โ๏ธ
- solo debut? ahaha jkjk
#solotrip #telepatia
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